" Ini semua dugaan dan cabaran Tuhan" (This is all God's challenge for us)
"Stay strong and dont give up"
"I'll always be here for you"
"Not only now, but forever"



Empty promises?
I dont think so.

To siti hayat, ill meet you next weekend to pass yknow what :)
to siti aishah, ill meet u next week to pass yknow what :)
to nattt, ill meet u next week too to pass yknow what :)
and lastly to asyraf, ill meet u next weekend to pass yknow what :)

LOVES <3

- Went to the mosque in the morning with Fai.
- Was rather tired bcos I slept late last night.
- Selamat Hari Raya Haji to everyone =)
- Went to 2 houses, and received green packets hehehe.
- Next 2 weeks will be veryyyyy veryyy hectic for me.
- Chingay tomorrow
- Talk on Syariah laws on Sun
- Dance prac on Mon
- Rock Climbing on Tues
- Hockey camp from Wed to Fri. (plus Chingay on thurs)
- Hypernova Fiesta and Chingay on Sat
- Off to JB to celebrate sabrina's achievement for a day on Sun
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And i know i have something on the following Monday, but... kinda forget my schedule =/
When can i ever slip in time for studying!!! :((
and following my family to cameron highlands!! :(
and i wont be seeing Fai for more than a week. whoa that's a challenge. ohwells. I trust God'll help me, insyaAllah.

im off to bed bye bye and good night. :)

I swear I'm very, very proud of my sister, Nur Sabrina Bte Mohd Yusoff.
Beats me why I cried during the release of her results. But I soon found out that, i'm really happy for her.
Because all her hard work has paid off. Like seriously.. the mugging and all.

So she managed to clinche 2nd in her school for overall results. And being the top malay pupil, with an aggregate of 269, she got 3 Astars, an A, and a distinction in higher MT.
So how? good?

AWESOME :D
My mum was tearing when her name was announced and flashed on the screen in the hall. Which mother wouldnt? I was surpressing my own tears, but.........
Maybe im just too happy for her. Heh =/
(shy lahhhh)
So her first choice is National JC, 6 years of education and then takin Alevels straight, skipping the O's. very very lucky girl xD
2nd choice is Raffles though. Oh well, whatever it is, she'll defo do her best, whatever school she's posted to.

This whole entry dedicated to her. Love you sister <3

p/s: and now. they're all deciding which 3rd language sabrina should opt for.
HAHA.

I'VE GOT GOOOOOOOOOD NEWS!
but im in a dilemma :(

okay, let's spread the happiness!
GIRLS' SOCCER IS REOPENING NEXT YEAR AND HELL YEAH IM JOINING THE TEAM :DDD
it's soccer okay, cmon, you know Farah? then you would know soccer.
okay, merepek -.-

So anyway, when Sky told us about it, i was like "YOU SERIOUS OR WHAT?!!!! OMGGG!"
I was shrieking mannn. Like literally shrieking yknow. :D excited babe!
But then, here's the upsetting part. I'm in hockey now, and im involved in Adivisions as first team. BUT. I'll be in soccer too, and will be playing Adivs next year as well.
Im afraid the hockey teacher wouldnt allow me to be a reserve for Adivs, so I can focus on soccer =/
I havent asked yet, but im REALLY HOPING FOR THE BEST. Worst case scenario, I shall plead to him and say I LOVE SOCCER VERY MUCH AND IT'S MY PASSION AND I WANT TO PLAY IT AGAIN.

How, can? convincing enough? Ideas people, keep them coming, thank you :))

On a lighter note, today's the 25th of the month again.
No doubt, you've made me fall in love all over again. Every single day, feels like you've captured my heart. 2/3 of the year, and we're still on the top.
1 year coming and it's down to 7 more years.
I love you :)

....

The j1's went to Tekong today, to catch a glimpse of NS life. The food, accomodation, their training, lessons, rifle shooting etcetc.
I initially wanted to skip today, since my whole class has planned to "pon"(skip school). but Fai and I went, and it turned out to be really good and educational. I now understand and know what the NS guys are going thru for 2 years of their life.
And trust me, they are not wasting those 2 years ( this is for those who think NS is really a distraction).
I feel like enlisting into army. BECAUSE LIKE FUN YKNOWWWW. hmmm.

Oh wells, we'll just go with the flow. In the meantime, I have a year more to fully utilise the time with dearest Faizal before he enters NS to be a man. Not like he isnt now -.- but oh, yknow..... kids these days. 18years old but still, kids.
HEH HEH HEH.

okay done. im gonna drink my colddd coca cola and study geog. mwah!

-geography lecture in the morning
-4hours straight of soccer
-an hour of hockey
-another hour on futsal
-total 6 hours on sports today
-2 super big gulp of coke
-havent eaten the whole day
-going Tekong tmr for i dont know what
-muscle aching
-EXHAUSTED
-TIRED
-LETHARGIC
-I NEED SLEEP.

The 8th today :)

I don't understand why WE, girls, have to go for National Service. *points to the title above*
Aren't there enough male homosapiens to protect Singapore, or are they just plain unfit. If the latter is true, then go do somethingggggg about it. ):

I'm not sure whether it is true that we females have to go for NS 2 years from now, but if it's just a rumour, then why is my school taking us all to Tekong for a "preparation talk" on NS again?
And yes, girls too, because apparantly we are also attending NS, from what our teacher told us.
My first reaction?

JAW DROPPING.
Naturally whattttttttt. aiya. only girls will understand. hahaha.

Back to the point, i don't REALLY mind going for NS, but come to think of it, the torture, the sharing of bunks, the meals, the accomodation. HOW TO SURVIVE =/
(NOTE: im still trying to be positive here).
So. Let's all hope that the government abolish the idea of us girls having to go for NS, to what, defend the country? OH right, I am patriotic to a large extent, buttttt. going for NS?
I'll get back to that later on after much thought yeah.

zzzzzz.

National service National Service. NS and girls dont go well together, do they?
Anyone begging to differ?
Picture this : doing hours of physical training, eating NS food, doing late night duties(so scaryyyyy!), having short showers, sense of urgency at every time of the day, marching, fatique....
and I have a whole list which will drag on and on.

Okay maybe I'll lose all my fats and calories and whatnots..oh and maybe be slim like mary kate and ashley but, girls wanna have fun too right? *inserts an exaggerated frown here*

OKLAH I STOP COMPLAINING ALRDY.
Let's all have fun at NS together shall we ^^
Then we'll "graduate" after 2 years with muscles and a built body.
And then Faizal will think imma guy ):
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HAHA. eh nonsence lah. no sense. no logic.
I hope wednesday comes fast! Then i can know alll about this ns thing.
Pluss 8th month too haha how very fun to be spending the day at Tekong, listening about NS. Awesome much?
And I hope Thusrday comes fast! It's gonna be the OFFICIAL end of school :))
And Saturday there's chingayyyyyyyyyy!

I foresee a whole week of fun. jyeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! BAIK AH. GOOD AH. BEST AH. WHOOO WHOO WHOO~

.......
So you see, Farah's deprived of fun laughter and enjoyment. But at the same time, she's enjoying herself.
Ironically, she's feeling down because tomorrow there's economics.
Confusing much? Don't worry, you're not alone. You'll never walk alone. Me too. (Y)
(p/s: the liverpool motto was random hehehe).

PLUS. I have overdue presents to give my people , my dudes and dudettes. WAY OVERDUE I SWEAR.
We'll meet by this week latest i swearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~
Will fit into my tight schedule :)
mwah mwah mwah!

Long post here, and if any of you managed to read this far, I swear you're reading his out of boredom because 90% of this post is plain crap.

Farah crappy whattt. right 0931a? *grins*
Eh aiya, hockey training tomorrow. Should I look forward or not? *thinks*


AH. YES! TRAINING TOMORROW~~!!!! *JUMPS AROUND*

OH GOD. save me. thank you. Im becoming crappy alrdy. crappy syndrome. hiak hiak.

huh? what's hiak hiak again?

OKOK BYE. :DDD

"..Because my future involves you in it. And because I'd never want anyone else but you, and because I love you very much. Because, I want to spend my life with you even until we see our great grand children..." Teared.

HI back from camp, but im too tired to tell you and you and you about it.
SUMMARY: awesome :))

will update about that soon.
In the meantime, Im eating rocher, i know you're jealous heh heh heh :D

will be busy this month, with school and chingay and bday parties and outings.

OH.
and.
STUDYING.
@.@

oh man.

I can't stand it anymore.
I need to let it out.
My feelings, inner feelings, from deep within..

It has not been made known publicly.
But at this moment... I'm sure, im pretty sure and im confident
that there is nothing more like it.
You're one of a kind.
One which makes me smile, makes my heart pump faster than ever.
Makes my face flushed like never before....

I dream of you.
It's been so long since I spent quality time with you.
I know I've ditched you for some other things..

But you know, my love for you is everlasting.
It always have been.
Now, and always...

I love you, I really do.
Please dont quit on me.
Dont give me up.
I want my skills back, I want to train again,
I love you,

Soccer


(what were u guys thinking?! IM NOT THAT MUSHY OKAY HEHEHEHE. )

Hello the time of the month is here, for those who are noobies, im having my menses right now now now.
Mensus=Menstruation.
 
And ive been suffering from cramps the whole day! and ive been walking like an old lady without a spine.
Kesian right :(
so sad lah i know.
But I think I know just what i need. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

chocolates.

HAHAHAHA IM SO SABOTAGING MYSELF. HRMSSS -.-

Call me crazy or insane or whatever,
but I officially declare A levels a monster.

I cant believe just by talking about Alevels, just by thinking about Alevels, my heart will start beating really fast.
No kidding.

..........

And I phoned Aishah to ask about her geography and maths paper 1.

Then I felt a tear trickling down as I started to put down the phone.

She said it was difficult, and she couldn't do some questions.
Which is at a danger risk. 

Then I started to break down.
Because I know what lies ahead of me, is not easy at all.

See what Alevels will do to you?
GET WHAT I MEAN?

IT'S A MONSTER.

Marina Barrage with Fai was fun, as usual :)
So yes, went there thru the shuttle bus. And we flew kites there and the atmosphere was indeed refreshing, with families and couples picnicking and kite-flying there. Nice :)
And then there was one point in time whereby I said,

Me: wahh Im so craving for marble now. Kalau we have it we can dig in here seh. confirm damn fun
(note: marble is the cadbury chocolate)
Me: *continue struggling with my kite bcos of the strong wind*
Fai: eh inside my bag alot of red ants sia *frantically brushing off the inside of his bag*
Me: huh mane?!!!! *looks inside his bag*
Me: *saw marble chocolate, the big packet and coke inside*
Me: FAIIIIIIII!!!!!!!! THANK YOU AH BABE!!!!! <3333333
Fai: *grins* suke? go and play your kite jauh2. chocolate jgn makan sendiri!
Me: *continues shrieking

I LOVE MARBLE CHOCOLATE<3 

Back to story, we went vivo after that to candy empire, bought some stuff and took the bus back to woodlands. It was a very long yet meaningful ride.
Because we talked non stop hits.
Thanks for the wonderful day, like always :D

     
 

The rest on fb.
8th month coming. 2/3 of a year.
How time flies when you're having fun, yes?

I thank God everyday for the life im living. With such wonderful family, friends, that special someone, teachers, satisfying grades(which can be made better with hard work), chocolate...
What more can one ask for?
Most importantly, what more can I ask for?
Im content.

No.

ECSTATIC.
I love you and you and you :D

That's right everybody! We're all born beautiful and no one is less beautiful than the other. Girls, OR guys.
But sometimes, psychology gets in the way and I really wonder how these people live their lives. I actually cried when I watched the video below :'(
I REALLY LOVE MY FATS.

I thought you're still using the same number.
and I sent a text msg saying how sorry i am. for...
actually i dont know whatever for.

Because, I learnt that life's not all about having fun. It's about seeking forgiveness, doing good, building good relationships with people. And all these have to be done THROUGHOUT our whole lives.
Ustaz said for as long as we live, we must try as much to seek forgiveness to whoever whom we have done wrong too.
Because, we can leave this world anytime. And if it's one thing we should bring with us, it's our seeking of forgiveness and apologising to people.

Life's about preparing for the hereafter.
Im doing one of the criterias.

And even if you changed your number, im still going to seek yr forgivness (again, i dont know whatever for) my whole life.
You're the only  person who had made a black mark in my life. And no, not in a good way.

Im still figuring what I did. what ive done. where ive sinned. what happened.
My mind will never be at ease, till I know the flaw you made me think I have.

HEY ALL :)
Im so lazy to blog today because im going to try mum's coffee-cheese cake <333
hahahaha.
what an excuse i know.
so summary!

- Promoted
- Movies after movies in school
- Talk about Islam with Nas
- Clean my room bcos it's bloody messy
- coffee cheese cake :D
- Badminton
- intensive hockey training and more friendlies(?) coming soon ( -____- )
- soccer everyday with classmates <3
- i miss soccer!
- going to prepare for J2
- next week whole week NO SCHOOL :D
- j1's OP intensive (hehehe)
- moody classmates

Okay that's about what happened the past few days.
not much buttttttt.
actually no. it's quite alot. and fun too! (cos got soccer mah :P )
hahaha okay redundant ah akuzzz macamzz nakzzz kenezz sepakzzz. (translation: redundant ah me like want to kena slap xD )

Me and Fai started this "hobby" or routine or whatever you may call, of saving one dollar each, each day. So if u sum it up, in 8 years, we'll have approx $6000.
hahah cooool right. but as of now, we've got only 32dols in ze box so far. HAHA.

WHAT?

just start right! relax lah molehill first then mountain lah :)

okaylah done. I shall go and indulge in my cake!
Anyone? :)

I have nothing much to say but,

I'm stilllll craving for donuts.
hehehehehe.

chao!

The bug's here again. danggggg.
But i took panadol alrdy, so should be quite okay (:

Tomorrow's another day of school baybeh <3
and hockey meeting..

zzzzzz.

zzzz.


zzzzzz.


okaylah. i not so bad. i shall look forward to hckey meeting . hahaha. i think some people can sense my reluctance but ohwell.

I just finished econs essay and off to talk to faiiiii.
byebyeeeeeee!

Im craving for donuts and blueberry tea now ):
I can practically taste it in my throat. ahhh.

This is so random.

Today there's no school since the rest are taking their Alevels MT paper. I know Yana, Hannah and Fai can ace it :)
They're all semangat in melayu. hehehe.
hmmm.
It's such a lazy day today. I dont know what i should do O.O

On a lighter note, Im looking forward to Botanical Gardens! (: